Evaholic

宠自己篇

2011-09-12T00:32:00.000-07:00

本人认为女生本来就应该好好的疼惜自己，

青春本来就有限，现在不宠，何时才宠呀？

以前的我还真的不会花些钱来宠宠自己呢……

现在学会别让自己太累，也别让自己委屈了。

要让自己的生活快乐，一点也不困难，更不需要花大钱呗。

我很爱吃蛋糕……

每当压力或是觉得空虚时，

都会到Secret Recipe去，

点一个主菜，点一杯饮料，

再来就是精心为心情不好的自己挑选的蛋糕。

我喜欢打扮得漂漂亮亮，到美美的蛋糕店去品尝香香的蛋糕。

要是遇到那些服务态度很好的服务员，心情变好的幅度更是大大提升。

吃完以后，我总会像重新充电完毕的娃娃，

用新的心情，满满的魄力，向目标冲去！

和姐妹们聊天约会，也是宠自己的其中一种方式。

可以诉苦，可以埋怨，

可以开玩笑，可以打闹，

可以听听意见，也可以聊正经八百的事情。

并彼此交换最近的生活状况。

这位姐妹可真的太难见面了。

除了彼此分隔两地外，还有时差的问题。

平常只能够在面子书上聊天，要不是我凌晨未眠；就是她起床起得早。

一旦能与她聊上天，要不是太累睡着了，我还真的是舍不得睡觉呢！

每一次一想到她，就会会心一笑，心里满满地祝福。

瞧，她的宝宝Ethan长得可快了！

好像尽快地看到他们母子俩呀！

这些都是布娃娃。

很baby feel的娃娃。

无论是五颜六色的；还是粉色系的，

都好可爱！都能够让童心未眠的我很高兴！

说真的，这些布偶可不便宜啊！一只可要价五十多块马币耶……

我怎么买的下手呢……

惟有得空就到店里逛逛，让那些纯洁的氛围溶化内心的烦恼。

Shopping!!!

是的！就是Shopping!

很少女生不爱这个的……

平时的我不怎么喜欢逛街，除了心情不好或心情大好的时候才会犯这毛病 : )

精神和身体都累坏时，Spa最管用了。

到美容院去massage一下，体验fish spa一下都是很棒的周末活动。

虽然有时候还真的不喜欢快睡着了，按摩师又把我给吵醒。

朋友说，按摩会上瘾的哦……

起初还不相信，现在我信啦！

这是周末没上班，没活动时的活动。

整个周末呆在家会疯掉，所以就会到Starbucks坐着上网。

会点杯绿茶啊，可可啊，之类的……

就这样作一整天。

这是平时下班后的唯一娱乐。

疯狂的褒pps和风行。

累了直接爬在床上睡去: )

买一些必备的保养品。

老实说，我的保养品少的很……不是最必要的，我都不买叻！

最近买了脸部的保湿霜和护手霜。

那一片面膜是店员送的哦！

最后，每个女生都必须做的事情……旅行。

旅行可以增广见闻，调养身心。

当然不是跟着冲忙的旅行团到处奔波劳碌；而是旅程都由自己编排，跟着自己的心情出发。

拍照留念一定要啊！买礼物手信给自己，给家人，给朋友也少不了的！

最好就是能够把自己当时所看到的，听到的，感受到的……都记录下来。

短发篇

2011-09-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

最近，我的生活有了很多改变，但我相信这些改变以后都会还有的，所以我并不担心。

之前剪了头短发，还真的有点小后悔耶。

不过没关系，这样以后我就不会一直考虑要不要剪短发了:)

因为短发好难配衣服。

虽然说长发穿什么都像小孩；但总比短发穿什么都像老阿姨，尤其是穿正式的上班套装的时候。

短发不化妆的样子更是憔悴……

刚剪头发不久的时候拍的

现在几乎一出门便把头发绑起来了

上班族篇

2011-09-11T06:49:00.000-07:00

再来就是，我已经开始上班了！

像正常的上班族一样，星期一到星期五到公司上班去: )

我从来没想过我会有当上班族的一天哪！

这样正常的生活，说真的，让我轻松不少啊……

不必太担心生活的正常开销（除非花费超额），

也不必晚上熬夜；白天睡到日上三竿。（这样精神会很累）

再说，公司里的老板和同事人都很好。

啊，忘了说明我在哪儿上班了，

我目前在Ezivoucher的办公室上班哦！

虽然现在还是在试用期间，但我真的很喜欢这间公司……

希望有机会继续做下去吧……（本人正努力当中）

第一次和同事们吃午餐，一起到旺朝吃鱼翅去。

午餐后再到Gurney Plaza享用各式各样的豆花。

第二次和同事们吃晚餐，一起到海角红楼吃竹筒饭去: )

前两天和一些同事到办公室附近的日本餐厅享用日本套餐。

DANZITY Annual Concert(Season 1)

2011-06-14T00:09:00.000-07:00

这真是个很累人的活动呀！

由于时间不足够的关系，我想我的表现烂透了啦……（难过当中……）

无论练习和彩排，我都一直记不了舞步；

连一分钟的Street Jazz Solo都是临上台前才大概地编完的。

少不了的，我发脾气了。
这几天都处于精神紧绷状态，每一秒都好想放声大叫；
走起路来像丧尸似的……

我不喜欢临时抱佛脚的表演，因为一点也享受不起来。

表演前几小时，该道歉的人也都跟我道歉了……
其实我很惊讶……还以为要被骂了: (
结果心情好多了。

这是一位叫Eye Zack的人拍的，说真的，我还真不知道他是哪位叻！但我很喜欢^^

当天我跳了十支舞蹈，虽然不算多，但真的足够把我给累死了。

到节目尾声时，我的脚快麻得走不了了。

汗水像关不了的水龙头，难受死了。

但看到这节目还是圆满的结束时，真的是松了一口气。

当然很高兴的，那么多舞蹈员一起跳舞……

当天的表演人数应该有达五十人吧!

看来大家都很期待season 2的到来哦！

但要是再临时抱佛脚的话，我选择不抱了；当观众就好了。

这是我娃娃说的！！！

Evaholic!

2011-06-08T09:36:00.000-07:00

I almost forgot I have a blogger over here if Sam didn't mentioned about it.

So that, I'm back!!!

I cut my long hair two weeks ago...

I still not able to adapt it...but I will...soon ^^

New hair cut and make up...

Yeah...if i didn't make up, I will looks like an aunt with a tired face.

Errr....what can I do???

maybe I should try to sleep early and wake up early...

~Wish my panda eyes will far away from me~

I'm the lucky one...

2011-03-08T09:52:00.000-08:00

I asked for health that I might do greater things;

I was given infirmity that I might do better things.

I asked God for strength that I might achieve;

I was made weak that I might learn to obey.

I asked for riches that I might be happy;

I was given poverty that I might be wise.

I asked for power and the praise of men;

I was given weakness to sense my need of God.

I asked for all things that I might enjoy life;

I was given life that I might enjoy all things.

I got nothing I asked for but everything I hoped for;

In spite of myself, my prayers were answered-

I am among all men most richly blessed.

Yes, God always gives us what's best for us. ----Richard De Haan

22 January 2011

2011-01-21T11:37:00.000-08:00

当一个男生真正喜欢你的时候他会主动发信息或者打电话给你因为他很想你他会在乎你的一举一动因为他怕他随时会失去你他看到你心情不好就会来安慰你尽管你对他发脾气他还是忍了他会对你说些他的秘密甚至有些连他最好的朋友也不知道的秘密爱的最高境界是经得起平淡的流年

end of the story...

2011-01-20T09:58:00.000-08:00

Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears.

21 January 2011

2011-01-20T09:41:00.000-08:00

You don't understand me and you know that.
You don understand me well enough...please don't blame on me.
I don't understand you, so that I ASK! I just wanT an answer from your mouth to make me feel better, and I will believe it... but you gave me no answer... Even though to deny it!
Is that you feel I'm a girl who like to fight with you without any reason??? I'm making nonsense??!!!

Do you still remember that I was afraid to talk to you and you should know that I wouldn't ask you this kinda question before, even though I heard it from everyone. So that, I left...without giving a chance to you to explain it. Now I just wanna fix it...and I though I can...the fact is,I'm think too much. I ask you because I believe you. If you say NO then is NO;If you say YES then is YES.

But now...Let's treat what I'm said as BULLSHIT.

19th January 2011

2011-01-18T19:15:00.000-08:00

你什么也没做，

证明

你并没有想去争取……

所以

已经不需要再说些什么……

是不想说，还是无话可说？？？

2011-01-16T19:32:00.000-08:00

原来我们连这么简单的沟通都做不到……

案情推理《十只兔子的故事》谁是凶手?

2010-12-26T00:41:00.000-08:00

你是说那首童谣：
大兔子病了,
二兔子瞧,
三兔子买药,
四兔子熬,
五兔子死了,
六兔子抬,
七兔子挖坑,
八兔子埋,
九兔子坐在地上哭泣来,
十兔子问他为什么哭?
九兔子说,
五兔子一去不回来!

1.首先，把人暗喻成动物是文人常用的一种手法。而人，是有阶级的。

所谓大兔子，当然是地位、阶级最高的人（亦即统治阶级）

大兔子病了，要治它的病，就必须不惜一切代价，甚至牺牲一只兔子做药引。
2.病的是大兔子，五兔子却突然死了，显然是被做成了药引。
3."买药"其实是黑话，因为实际上只需要一些简单的草药，主要是药引，

所以这个"买药"指的是去杀掉做药引的兔子，三兔子是一个杀手。
4.做药引的为什么是五兔？因为哪只兔子适合做药引是由医生决定的，二兔子就是医生。
5.可以推出，二兔子借刀杀兔搞死了五兔子，他们之间有什么过解呢？

可能是情杀，因为一只母兔。
6.谁是母兔呢？想一下，女人爱哭的天性，所以九兔是母兔，

九兔也知道了真相，所以才哭，因为她爱的是五兔。
7."六兔子抬"，这明显是病句，一只兔子怎么抬？

他显然是被抬，因为他死了，所以才会被抬。抬他的两只兔子随后一个挖坑，一个埋尸。

没错，抬他来的就是七八两只兔子！
8.六兔子是被七八两只兔子杀的吗？不是，他是被杀手三兔子杀死的。

三兔子本来不想杀他，五兔子和六兔子关系非常好，当时他们正好在一起，并联手抵抗，

所以三兔子才把他们一起杀了。

9.最后一点分析了，也许是多余。

事情是这样的，三兔和五六两兔打斗过程中，引来了七八两兔。

当五六被杀死后，三兔已没有力气，况且七八平时都很听话，不会告密的。

所以三兔就放过了七八两兔，并让他们把六兔抬走，埋了。

七八一看，命保住了，反正事情也发生了，无法挽回，只好照办理。
    后记1：回看第5条，情杀不是随便猜出来的，观全局，二兔位高权重，

但即便这样，也有他得不到的东西，那就是真爱。

所以他杀五兔的原因很可能是这个，而且五兔正直，应该平时就经常与他作对，

所以才起了杀心。
    后记2：其实五兔死的非常惨，因为二兔疯狂妒忌他，所以不想让他成为一个正常的男人。

再说皇上吃了药师的药，荒淫无度，哪里最虚弱大家应该都知道吧，

所谓吃什么补什么，其实五兔被做成药引的部位应该是...
（对上文推理的补充：）
    反复参照以上的推理,觉得还有一点问题:
(1)作为一个完整的故事,必然要有因果关系,这个故事有了果(即情杀,下面再谈),

但没有因,所以显得不完整,就是大兔子为什么病了?

无缘无故的病了便引发了以下的血案么?显然不是.
(2)从一个严密的逻辑上来看,这个故事中所有人物的出现(兔子)都是有联系的,

且每一个按序列排下来的兔子之间都存在因果关系(动机),

比如:大兔和二兔,二兔和三兔.三兔和四兔(这个上文已经大致说明了,我就不进一步讲了),

但大家有没有觉得,10兔子的出现好象在这个逻辑中显得微不足道,

即没有10兔子这个故事也能顺理成章的结束,因此10兔子在这个逻辑中的动机显得苍白.
结论:
    根据以上的推断,我们都忽视了这个故事的重点,就是10兔子,

他为什么出现在这个故事中?难道仅仅为了引出9兔子的一句话么?

错了,这是一个有预谋的凶杀案,而且,10兔子就是这个案件的主谋(不是2兔子),

其他所有的兔子都是在他全盘计划中的一枚棋子,案发过程大致如下:
(1)10兔子喜欢9兔子,9兔子不喜欢他
(2)5兔子和9兔子互相喜欢
(3)10兔子妒忌
(4)10兔子是大兔子身边最亲信的人,并且对其他兔子之间的关系了如指掌

(也就是说,他很清楚大兔子如果病了接下来会发生些什么事),(比如10兔子就像是熬拜,

大兔子是康熙)
(5)5兔子也是朝中权贵,10兔子没办法随便处置他.（就像封神榜中的商朝丞相比干）
(6)所以10兔子就让大兔子病了（可能是慢性毒药）,

接下来的一切就像上文说的那样发生了.....
    所以,贯穿整个这个故事的主线就是10兔子,他是这个故事的结尾也是这个故事的主因,

这样这个逻辑才显得天衣无缝,故事的名字就是三十六计中的一计：借刀杀人!

圣诞节快乐2010.

2010-12-24T07:39:00.000-08:00

- 今年圣诞节探望孤儿院的计划失败了，但还是把大家捐的礼物送过去了。我自己也亲手帮忙包了那些礼物，里面的东西并不昂贵，但我可是很用心地去包的。真心地希望那些小孩都不孤单。

- 希望他在今年有个快乐的圣诞节，不再有家人少相聚的寂寞。

-   今年的圣诞节很特别，共庆祝了三次。三次都是和舞社的朋友们一起的。而且收了好可爱的圣诞节礼物哦。交换礼物得到了巧克力，sam送了练舞时必定用到的小毛巾和像包鞋的粉红袜子，再来就是grace和sean送的小包包。虽然不是什么贵重的礼物，但我都好喜欢哦。
-   二姐今年的圣诞节赶不回来了，好失望哦。
-    买好了要送给莹莹的圣诞礼物，明天就送她。
-   镁丝生了个男宝宝ethan，太可爱了。希望他们一家都有个开开心心且难忘的圣诞节。真心的祝福ethan能够健健康康的成长。

Performance 19 Dec 2010

2010-12-21T19:48:00.000-08:00

Morning---Penang Turf Club

After performance at Penang Turf Club.

(Aimee,Eva,Eric,Willy Khye Yang,Darren,Byoki,Sam
Edmond,Chin Sheng,Naomi)

Night---Penang Club

Christmas Diner at Penang Club

My jazz dance instructor---KaiBeng and his wife,Tracy^^

Grace, Eva and Khai Ling

Playing game with Willy...

and I win the game!!!

LOVE this choreo so much~ easy but fun!

I walk like a cartoon character =.=

Danzity

Friend~

2010-12-21T19:01:00.000-08:00

Khai Ling & Eva

22 Dec 2010

2010-12-21T17:55:00.000-08:00

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱,就算吵架,就算生气,就算分开,也会再在一起.我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱,就算我们很忙,就算我们很累,只要见到彼此就会温馨一笑.我们会一直走下去。我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱.蹒跚漫步,夕阳西下,白头到老,相濡以沫.然后轻抚着你的脸庞轻声说句:对你的感觉一直都在.

2010-12-13T08:24:00.001-08:00

You are in my black list!

回到过去？

2010-12-12T23:18:00.000-08:00

开始关心自己，开始看星座，开始……像回到那时候……

after DoubleDare

2010-12-12T23:08:00.000-08:00

Mayne and Eva

Finally, I can rest well? erm...I don't think so...My test result is too bad! I think I need to do the make good test in this few weeks...

After the DoubleDare Competition, I attended Joel's Soul Dance workshop. Seriously, I can't get it! When Joel said yeah yeah, you are right! I feel like...har? what happen? I'm not comfortable with the movement at all...and I feel my stomach is so pain~ It's hard to concentrate...at last, I skip half hour of that workshop...erm,I think is an hour,cause Joel has spent extra half hour to teach the students...feel so bad that can't attend his class...I like to attend his class even though this is my second time.

After that, I meet my two sisters and my two cousins at night. We take our dinner at 金火锅。...I have no idea is that delicious or not, cause my stomach pain is getting worse and worse...can't eat much....
I feel so relax to be with my family. I love this kinda feeling. No pressure, No stress...and they always make me laugh...
I'm exhausted when I get back to my hostel. I have no idea how I sleep on my bed...and my phone is keep ringing...
I answered the phone with all the stupid answer...I means I can't control what I'm talking because I'm too tired. Oh god, I can't remember exactly what I'm talking that night. My friend ask my did you sleep? and I said no...after a second I ask myself then why I'm lay on the bed and looks like just wake up? suddenly my brain become all blank...
There are a lots of things happen in this few days...good or bad? I don't know. But I feel frustrated...I can't handling all the things...I didn't make everything better...There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept,things we don't want to know but have to learn,and people we can't live without but have to let go.

I ask myself...Is that my wish will come through?

13 December 2010

2010-12-12T20:16:00.000-08:00

忘了大家多久没见面……但大家都变得不一样了。谁向前跨了一大步？谁还在原地踏步？而我们小时候的真，还遗留下多少呢？有些事，我们明知道是错的，也要去坚持，绝对不是因为不甘心，而是在深深的心里边，我们还在期望着……有些人，我们明知道是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局，因为长痛不如短痛……有时候，我们明知道没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了，因为我们已经看不到别的路了。

10 December 2010

2010-12-09T22:30:00.000-08:00

昨晚忘了问他是不是又喝醉了？喝醉了所说的话，你敢相信吗？没办法……那就看他能够醉个多少天吧。想说，诶，你可别给我来暧昧的……我真的玩不起这些玩意儿，因为我会做出很笨的决定。比如说……相信你。
老是告诉朋友说，相信一个人很困难。朋友说，我了解，你很像我。可是不得不否认，有些时候，相信某一些人真的容易得很……然后内心就会很挣扎说，相信了就等于我在挖坑给自己跳。过后就硬把一道墙筑起，避免受伤害……看，矛盾了吧！

whatever...

2010-12-07T22:32:00.000-08:00

I hate those people who lie to me...alright,I think nobody like it. I hate people who are a great actor. Well, they can act like very good in front of you then doing bad things behind of you! I hate people who act like forgive you but talking about you at the back and smiling in front of you. Of course, they worry about if you can hear that, but they don't think you can heard that. Unfortunately,I heard it! If you care, you wanna fight back, you will get more injure! If you learn to don't care about it,try to forgive every things...you still will get hurt...but this is more better than being like those people that you hate...
Now, I'm looks like a fool, being used by you! But I don't care anymore...cause I know who you are, and you are not that bad. You thought everyone wanna take your advantage, and that's not true... Honestly, I didn't feel any hate to you... it's so weird.. Just like that picture, Dissapointed. I'm not easy to hate people now, just feel pek chek about what is happen... But I know every things will be fine^^ and I'm still moving on.
I will keep remind myself don't talk at the back cause I know that kinda feeling...that feeling is too bad. Wish you have a better life start from now. Last time, I thought we can understand what's the meaning of friendship together. At the last I only know that what you act is just because I still can be use... treat you as much as I can and now only I know u don't deserve it. Whatever...

Pray for everyone...

........................................................................................................................

Performance at Turf Club Ipoh

2010-12-06T07:58:00.000-08:00

我和驴子拍照。好嗲的驴子哦……

怡保芽菜鸡！开动咯……

Black，Eva,Bboy Develle

(没入镜的还有Steve和Sam)

Grace被哄上台唱歌去了！好听好听！！！

勇气可嘉而得到了一个音乐盒~

小心，这马儿会咬人哦！

我戴上了气球金假发，太可爱了啦！！！好喜欢……

大家都在为假发疯狂~

Black and Bboy Develle

Bboy Superman~

哇，Sam好认真的脸在跳芭蕾呀！

你也来！！！

这些板子根本就是为Bboy订做的嘛！太适合了吧……

人妖！！！

脸错方向了啦……

想吐了吧？？？

这警告还真的不管用呀！

跟马儿玩去啦^^

最爱是你了，白马王子！！！

在怡保的第一天我吃了芽菜鸡当午餐和脆皮鸡当晚餐……

在怡保的第二天我吃了Kenny Rogers当晚餐……

在怡保的第三天，最后一餐午餐时我吃了……这些……

咖喱鸡和盐焗鸡！！！

气！

2010-11-28T03:02:00.000-08:00

* 我最讨厌人家在我和顾客解说聊天时突然插进来说话！少根筋的说话并把错误的信息带给人家。这样还没关系，当顾客对他的信息出现疑问时又不懂得如何为自己乱讲话的后果回答……把一切都弄毁，还自以为是地……全世界就属你最白痴！！！

27 Dec 2010

2010-11-27T07:08:00.000-08:00

我很清楚，梦想就在前方……

可是追梦的人太拥挤，

我不停地擦着汗，问自己汗的背后是否隐匿着异样的阳光，

于是跳跃出桎梏的火车，

去寻找我心飞扬的刹那，

让梦想遨游在现实的庇护之下。

精彩语录

2010-11-25T23:23:00.000-08:00

Apologizing;does't always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just means that you value your relationship more than your ego. 道歉并不总意味着你是错的，而对方是正确的。有时它只是意味着相对自我而言，你更珍惜你们之间的关系。

Christmas plans...

2010-11-24T19:59:00.000-08:00

大家一起布置的圣诞树！虽然还没布置完，但看到它还是会很高兴！

看看几时得空我再去买一只Hello Kitty挂上去^^呵呵！

Dear Members & Friends,

Danzity will be having Christmas Visits to kids in several charity homes in December. The studio will be collecting DONATIONS in kind. Donations of presents(i.e. candy,books,stationary,toys...)for the children are most welcomed.

Willy, nice posture!

enjoy-ing^^

THE HOLIDAY DANCE CAMP(SEASON 6)

2010-11-24T19:46:00.000-08:00

EVENT DESCRIPTION:

THE HOLIDAY DANCE CAMP (SEASON 6) INVOLVES

8 SESSIONS OF DANCE WORKSHOPS OVER 3 DAYS

(FRI- 2 SESSIONS, SAT - 2 SESSIONS, SUN - 4 SESSIONS)

Featuring more than 10 genres of dance by

instructors from Butterworth, Georgetown and KL

(Ballet, Jazz, StreetJazz, Hiphop, Girlstyle, Newstyle, Krump,Popping, Locking, Kids Dance and etc)

VENUE:

DISTED-STAMFORD COLLEGE PENANG

DATES/TIME:

10/12/10 FRI 6-9PM

11/12/10 SAT 6-9PM

12/12/10 SUN 2-9PM

Participants are only required to come to the venue during these times.

REGISTRATION:

DAY 1: RM60 (2 workshops)

DAY 2: RM60 (2 workshops)

DAY 3: RM120 (4 workshops)

FULL CAMP: DAY 1, 2 &3 : RM200 (8 workshops)

FOR FULL CAMP ONLY RM180

CALL 012-4259272 FOR FURTHER CLARIFICATIONS :)

19 Nov 2010,凌晨三点钟

2010-11-18T11:17:00.000-08:00

好想到没有人认识我的地方躲起来，就算是一下下就好……对呀，我这就叫作逃避呗！说我笨也好，骂我没脑子也罢……我可没说要躲一辈子呀，就那么的一下下而已嘛……我相信没有任何一个人是能够一百巴仙坚强的，所以偶尔……懦弱一下有什么关系？
没必要去否认的，生活真的很难；压力真的很让人头痛！生活中要学习的东西实在太多，时间却太少。我可是拼了老命地熬夜，几乎二十四小时都在转动我的脑袋儿，都没用……是我太笨呗，还是这就是生活呀？到底是我太贪心，想做的事情太多，还是我做得不够好？是我太在意，还是像小利说的，女生就爱想太多？我想太多？？
总是觉得自己做得不够好，这是病吗？当觉得自己做得很好的时候，又怀疑我真的是病了……
每一次觉得好挫败，我都静静地告诉自己说没关系，再努力一些不就好了。但说多了就没效了。心情不好的时候就是不喜欢和朋友呆在一起；喜欢自己独自一个人。逛街也好；吃饭也好……不是因为要耍什么现代年轻人爱的EMO……只是担心自己的低落情绪会影响到身边朋友一整天的心情。我心情低落时，由得我去吧！

我的动力跑哪儿去了？

2010-11-12T18:53:00.000-08:00

当一些你担心的事情慢慢好转时；总会有一些事情突然让你的心情失望得掉落到谷底……心就是在痛！
每一次我都会捏一捏自己的脸蛋，企图让自己痛到清醒一些，理智一点。告诉自己，我不能够让我那扰人的思绪影响我所说的话，所做的事和所有的决定。即使有些时候，还真的不管用。我任然在学习中……
当我决定了从此要做一个快乐的人时，我就知道了自己首先要做的是一个坚强的人。
被人误解的时候要微微一笑；受委屈的时候得坦然一笑；吃亏的时候能开心一笑；无奈的时候就达观一笑；危难的时候要泰然一笑；被轻蔑的时候能平静一笑，这就是一种自信；失恋的时候要轻轻一笑，这是一种洒脱。

不知不觉的……一个人住在槟城已经两年半了。
在我害怕的时候没人陪，我学会了勇敢；心烦的时候没有人问，就学会了如何去承受；我累的时候没有人可以依靠,所以学会了自立。想要重生就得坚强，即使独自悲伤，也不要去乞求怜悯。这个社会不相信眼泪，爱拼才会赢！我就是要活出属于自己的精彩。

但是有时候，一个人的失踪，就会孤独了一个世界。

我等的是时间，你在等什么？

2010-11-07T08:36:00.000-08:00

很多时候，放不下的，其实不是对方，而是那些逝去的共同回忆。失去的东西，其实从来未曾真正地属于我，所以真的不必去惋惜。在这世界上到底有多少人在说，我会等你，等你回心转意的那一天；我会等你，等你愿意和我在一起的那一天；我会等你，等你离开那个人来到我身边的那一天；我会等你，等你……然而他们可曾知道，世上的爱情，没有几份真的经得起等待！我等的不是什么人、什么事，我等的是时间，等时间，让自己改变。

分手只为了被挽留，你相信吗？

2010-10-26T01:04:00.000-07:00

相爱时, 女人会一次次提出: 我们分手吧！其实女人说分手只为了被挽留！每次说分手, 女人都很害怕你会真的离去;每次说分手, 女人都很期待你的挽留;每次说分手，女人都很无奈,你的微妙变化让她不再肯定你是否还那样爱她, 才拿放弃做赌注,若输了, 只是你真的不够爱她！女人说分手, 只是真的爱你！只是太在乎你！

Just another night

2010-10-25T10:25:00.000-07:00

I miss that guy,that guy who love me before...
I miss that guy,that guy who never say good night to me before I say to him..
I miss that guy,who receive my message will reply me immediately...
and he never miss it...even if he is sleeping...

I told Sam, every time when I'm standing on the moving staircase,
I always looking down to the ground floor and think...
what will happen if I jump down from here...
Well, she said: you are crazy!
I'm just curious that what kinda hurt can make a person to abandon everything and jump down from a high building...
I'm so thankful that I never involve in this kinda situation...
and nobody hurt me so badly before...and I don't want to meet it too..
How??? How to avoid it before I get hurt???
Hehehe...maybe become a nun will avoid all of this...^^

I miss that guy,that guy who never scold me before...
I miss that guy,that guy who always the 1st person who say sorry to me when we are fighting...
I miss that guy,that guy who never hold me when I walk away...

喜新厌旧了~

2010-10-20T10:56:00.000-07:00

有了微薄，我几乎忘了这个博客叻！只好暂时上来坐坐……得空了再更新吧~

Moon Cake Festival with Eagle Point

2010-10-03T17:25:00.000-07:00

Celebrated Moon Cake Festival with Eagle Point

Group photo^^

Z-Jun,Grace,Fiin,Eva,Sam,Collen

After The Star Annual Dinner Performance

2010-10-03T10:51:00.000-07:00

2 Oct 10 -- The Star Annual Dinner Performance

at Bukit Jambul country club.

After the performance we go Quenensbay Mall to meet Steve

TGI Friday

First Dish...yummy

I love this!!!

Sam bought me a Hello Kitty key ring at QB!

Love it!!!

We spended almost RM300 at there...oh no,please don't do this again...I feel guilty to spend a lots of money~

My life

2010-10-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

Hard Rock Hotel 1 year anniversary Performance

Before go to the stage, we keep warm up and practicing...

Sam,Fiin and Eva^^

At the SAME day

Grace's Birthday

Fiin Grace and Eva

miss you,Grace...

4 performance within 24 hours --- tired enough

2010-10-03T10:27:00.000-07:00

25 Sept 10 -- Golden Sand Hotel Performance

24 dancers perform together! -- wake me up!

Danzity + Moving Force + Floor Flava

I love this!!!

After that,

we rush to Hard Rock Hotel to perform at the PINK IT PARTY again~

Don't have any photo at the party...>.<

The last performance for 25 Sept 10 -- Disted Prom Nite.

I have been practice so hard at Danzity before the day of performance

Sam is teaching me^^

Performance at Disted Prom Nite

Z-Jun,Eva,Sean,Sam,Willy

NEXT　DAY!!!

26 Sept 10 -- Queensbay Mall Performance

11 of us perform “Wake Me Up”at Queensbay!

wake me up, before you go go~

Finally can rest ady^^

30 Sept 10--Melvin's LA Style dance workshop at DANZITY!

2010-10-03T09:57:00.000-07:00

Melvin's LA Style Dance Workshop

This is my very 1st time to learn the LA Style and attend Melvin's workshop... I heard Melvin before, he is an international dance instructor from Philippine. I'm so proud to attend his workshop and I really learn a lots from this guy^^

Group picture^^

Melvin and Eva

Thanks for the teaching at the workshop^^ especial the last part---your sharing to few of us... that's very important to me! I realize that I cannot say I don't know when people asking me this kinda question...I said I don't know because I'm fear. If money not a problem, what is the 1st thing you wanna do right now? "Dance for whole life" someone asked me...I didn't reply because I'm worry about that if I cannot do it well...I will waste my whole life.
Melvin : Do you like accounting??
Eva : No~
Someone: She hates account^^
Melvin : Then what you like??
Someone: She loves baby!
Eva : Yeah yeah yeah!!! I want a baby!
omg...what kinda answer=.=
But yeah, I love baby! I wish that I have a baby boy or girl in my future...but not now...
I'm trying to figure it out now...I'm start to think about my future...what's the decision I will make for my whole life...I'm sure that I don't want to become a dancer anymore... That's too tired for me...I have no that kinda desire to stand on the stage to feel the hurrah from the auditoria...erm,maybe a dance instructor??? I wish I can do it! ^^

人生不可错过的十种贵人

2010-09-20T07:41:00.001-07:00

【人生不可错过的十种贵人】

1、愿意无条件力挺你的人；

2、愿意唠叨你的人；

3、愿意和你分担分享的人；

4、教导及提拔你的人；

5、愿意欣赏你的长处的人；

6、愿成为你的榜样的人；

7、愿意遵守承诺的人；

8、愿意不放弃而相信你的人；

9、愿意生你气的人；

10、愿意为你的人。

2010-09-15T13:06:00.000-07:00

讨厌只能对自己说加油的心情！

can I go through it?

2010-09-15T12:52:00.000-07:00

Is that we can overcome all the problems?

Can I make it? I wish...I hope...

but I feel doubt...

disbelieve about myself...

my passion...my ability...my talent...

someone told me,

when you wanna give up something,

that's means you are getting closer to the success...

I believe that!

and what you need to do is keep hardworking on it...

but man, I'm stuck at here...

I can't move...

and I can't get better right now...

I just don't wanna give up...

please...

going back to hometown today^^

2010-09-08T21:05:00.000-07:00

Arghhh...my whole body muscle pain like the hell!!!

I feel like I just wanna lie on my bed and don't wanna move a lil bit...

If mummy is here, I'm sure she will do some massage for me...

Arghhh...miss mummy so so much...:(

just another day...

2010-09-03T09:46:00.000-07:00

Blogger me...

Girls of Y2M13

The Birthday Boy, he call himself Edmond^^

and Y2M13

I'm damn full right now...

wouldn't go 火锅之家 for at least two month

=.= I feel the smelly of my hair cannot clear away

I don't like >.<

what else I don't like...

I don't like people look at my face

and try to find something wrong on my face

when they are talking about something or someone that

I don't like but I don't care

if they wanna said in front of me...

Please, just don't try to do it again...

I feel bored!

that kinda person =.='(blekkk...)

2010-09-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

Well, today I only know that...

when you smile to a person,

doesn't mean that he/she will smile to you back at that moment.

they may act like ignore you...

omg,how no manners they are???

please, don't let me meet this kinda person anymore...

nobody like this kinda person!

Ewww...

The End Of The War~

2010-09-02T21:32:00.000-07:00

Yeah! I have finished my exam for this semester ady...

I'm free now!!!

The 1st thing that I wanna do is...

I wanna go back to DANZITY and continue my training!

I skip a month of Apprentice Class ady...

I felt guilty!!!

I'm sorry~

that's not what I wanna do...

Tonight got a party for our class...Y2M13
celebrate at 火锅之家
well...don't have any expectation on it...
skip this~

I'm planning for my tomorrow^^
attend both krump and street jazz class??
or just street jazz class???
...
...
I'm really tired right now,
now is not a good time for me to thinking,
i didn't sleep last night...
maybe I should go to my bed now^^
Good Night!

keep fighting T_T

2010-09-01T10:08:00.000-07:00

Financial Accounting...

I don't hate this subject, really...

I just don't understand why...

why I can't remember all the formula!!!

Arrghhh...

It's time to start saving money for the resit paper for next semester...

Down lorrrrrr...

What can I do now???

Fight with the last paper for this semester,

and take a rest...

I wanna get a trip in holidays...

throw all the pressure away...

where to go???

My Sunday~

2010-08-29T01:34:00.000-07:00

今天遇上了一位脾气很烂的巴士司机

和一位驾巴士超快的巴士司机！

害我第一次坐巴士坐得心惊胆跳的……

今天的我特别早起床，

所以一早便已经到studio了。

一进门便被Night Night的玩具吓到！

接着就看到好脏的studio……

看到满地的灰尘真的是有够气的！

为什么没有人会特别的爱惜它，

扫一下又不会少了根毛。

我没法天天去studio，天天去打扫整理啊！

每次看到桌子上的垃圾，

或是地上的零食碎片，

都会让我心情一百八十度转变。

请学会珍惜好不好！Dancer们……

今天开始，我要爱我自己！

2010-08-27T12:27:00.000-07:00

亲爱的自己，从今天起为了自己骄傲的活着吧，好好爱自己，没有人会心疼你。

亲爱的自己，不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态面对，因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我们最没有价值。

亲爱的自己，永远不要为难自己，比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。

亲爱的自己，学会聪明一点，不要老是问周围的人一些很白痴的问题，那真的很无聊。

亲爱的自己，如果不开心了就找个角落或者在被子里哭一下，你不需要别人同情可怜，哭过之后一样可以开心生活。

亲爱的自己，学会控制自己的情绪，谁都不欠你，所以你没有道理跟别人随便发脾气，耍性子。

亲爱的自己，你可以失望但不能绝望，你要始终相信，tomorrow is another day.

亲爱的自己，你不要老是想依赖别人，更不能奢望别人在你需要的时候第一时间站出来，毕竟你们谁都不是谁的谁。

亲爱的自己，永远不要轻易对别人许下承诺，许下的承诺就是欠下的债！

亲爱的自己，这个世界只有回不去的而没有什么是过不去的。

亲爱的自己，别人对你好，你要加倍对别人好，别人对你不好，你还是应该对别人好，因为那说明你还不够好。

亲爱的自己，不管现实有多惨不忍睹你都要固执的相信这只是黎明前短暂的黑暗而已。

亲爱的自己，不要抓住回忆不放，断了线的风筝，只能让它飞，放过它，更是放过自己。

亲爱的自己，全世界只有一个你，就算没有人懂得欣赏，你也要好好爱自己，做最真实的自己。

亲爱的自己，好好对待陪在你身边的那些人，因为爱情可能只是暂时的但友情是一辈子的。

亲爱的自己，你必须找到除了爱情之外，能够使你用双脚坚强站在大地上的东西。

亲爱的自己，记得要常常仰望天空，记住仰望天空的时候也要看看脚下。

亲爱的自己，相信你的直觉，不要招惹别人，也不要让别人来招惹你。

亲爱的自己，永远不要跟别人搞暧昧，你玩不起！

亲爱的自己，不要太低调了，有时要强悍一点，被欺负的时候，一定要讨回来！但是一定不要记恨，小人之见随他们去好了，怜悯会使你高贵。

亲爱的自己，要快乐、要开朗、要坚韧、要温暖，这和性格无关。

亲爱的自己，要自信甚至是自恋一点，时刻提醒自己我值得拥有最好的一切。

力宏版 The Expendables (开玩笑的啦！)

2010-08-27T05:22:00.000-07:00

从力宏的微博拷贝过来的，超搞笑的！^^

去看这部戏全都因为李连杰，结果他的出镜率好少哦！

而且这部电影超血腥暴力的，

Vava可是全场把外套盖在眼睛上的说 =.=

enjoy Step Up 3D with Danzity!!!

2010-08-26T12:46:00.000-07:00

Can't believe it!

I'm just finish watching Step Up 3D with Danzity!

I don't know how to explain that kinda feeling...

Like a family...

or more closer than family...

cause we love dancing,

and we do it together now...

We know how difficult to walking on this road...

we know each other feelings...

What we want are the same.

I'm kinda like this movie.

Like what Xli said just now...

This movie shows how is a dancer live...

What is their feelings,

What is the problem for every dancer...

like what we are facing now...

This movie are so real...

Feel like all the dancers are lack of $$$

Parent are disagree with you...

lolx...=.= It's so hard,man...

some of the part of the movie make me so excited.

their move...

the effects...

I LOVE IT!!!

Don't hurt me & I won't hurt you

2010-08-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

The thing is, everyone is going to hurt you.

Your friends, your boyfriend, your family, your classmate, your colleague and...everyone!!!

And you can do nothing...

You just have to choose who is worth the pain.

Inappreciation

2010-08-15T09:50:00.000-07:00

Basta, do whatever you want...

gossip behind me,babe...

I don't care...

cause you always did this kinda things behind

those person you called them friends right now...

cheh~

Keep sitting on the floor and cry,babe!!!

2010-08-15T07:00:00.000-07:00

I-hate-that-person who using his ass to think!

How old are you this year?

Why you cannot grow up like others?

You just like a little kid who

just want to listen all the good things about you...

What about your bad things???

Who tell you your bad things,

he/she is a worse right???

Please don't be so childish ok??

Wake up!!!!

nobody are perfect,

but you make yourself more terrible!!!

You make the mistake again and again...

until people feel sick to give you another chance!

and I feel annoyance!

Lets me ask,

How many chance you want???

I feel sick about what you have promised!

You said you will change...

Excuse me, how many you change????

a centimeter???

Please don't treat me like an idiot!

When I treat you seriously,

you just try to play at me!

Give a word to you here,

please keep sitting on the floor and cry,babe!!!

Girl, we know that...

2010-08-12T01:40:00.000-07:00

We takes a minute to find a special person in our life,

we use an hour to appreciate them,

spend a day to love them,

and a LIFETIME to forget them...

Hey girl,

why we need to pay so much?

This is NOT fair!

We cannot buy LOVE,

but we can pay heavily for it...

This is NOT logic at all!

How can be like that???

However,

There are three great things in this world,

The 1st thing is for you to love someone...

The 2nd thing is for someone to love you back...

and the 3rd greatest thing is for the 1st and 2nd thing

to happen at the same time...

Does it happen to you???

Girl,we both know...

The Worst part of our life is waiting...

Every girl is waiting...

waiting for the guy to come home,

waiting for the guy say something to you

and try to make you happy,

waiting for the guy to change because of you,

waiting for the guy blah blah blah...

The Best part of our life is having someone worth to waiting for...

but we never know that

is that the worth man we are waiting for...

The Little Lover

2010-08-12T00:59:00.000-07:00

The Little Lover

Two small kids --- boy and girl were crying...

someone asked why are you both crying???

Girl said my doll has broken;

Boy said: Because my doll is crying...

Vava is getting crazy~

2010-08-11T12:22:00.000-07:00

I have a neutral mood for today...

nothing special...

Facing my laptop,facing my books~Ewww...hate it!

I change my towel today!!!

That's one of the bday present from my mummy^^

Ermm...no Hello Kitty...

I think HE is a Japanese cartoon character...

called GIABBIT.

Anyways, I like him...

He is kinda cute^^

This is little Giabbit!

Today, I skipped a apprentice dancing class...

I cannot deny that I really cannot handle this two things at the same moment...

I means my study and dancing...

God know that I wont give up one of them...

I can't...

and I don't want to...

but seriously, I'm not the hero...

I cannot done everything perfectly...

but, don't worry,I will figure it out...

Exam is coming soon

that's horrible!

I cannot sleep very well this few days...

feel so kinda pressure

I force myself to sit in front of my notes everyday

do you really understand what kinda feeling is that?

It is a nightmare!!!

I post a comment on my Facebook's profile---

-Pls dont date me until I finish my exam-

Damn!

I start to regret when it show on my fb profile...

nobody gonna date me for at least three weeks!

what a stupid decision that I have make T_T

Pray for me...

2010-07-29T08:15:00.000-07:00

Blogger me!

         I have a terrible Financial Accounting test today! Ewww...my result is getting worse and worse. I hate that! but I'm so sorry,I really don't understand most of the subject this semester. Can I graduate from Tarc next year? Arr...I have no idea right now...need something to inspire me. Maybe I should go to studio for dancing a whole day...after that take a hot shower, lie on my lovely bed and think.I know my bad habit, I'm lazy, I cannot focus more then 5 minutes, I don't know how to manage my time. Everyday I just feel like, not enough time not enough time...damn moody right now!
         Final exam is coming soon! Such a bad bad new...Arghhh...cheer up girl! I have no other change, please just do it!
         This photo is shoot when I was 18 years old. A little girl who just come to Penang and study. There are a lots of things happened that year. Quarrel with friends, broke up with my ex bf, met new friends, contact with again Macy after we lose touch for 2 years, and I moved to the new hostel, and start dancing again, and so on...Until now, I proceeded to the year 2 and I joined Danzity.
         Last year, I wish I have a brand new life for this year. Yes, I think I got it! Everything has change, all of this make me realize that that is not easy to handle everything. Maybe I can say, nobody can handle anything...I'm a big girl now,did I? I'm still learning how to settle all the problem. I wish I can turn back the time, I wanna go back to the time that when I was a kid. I just need to say sorry when I did anything wrong. Nobody will blame me because I just a kid. Now, everything is not same anymore. I feel like living in a war! Everyone is trying to throw the problem for you to make sure that they have no any burden on their body... Everyone are so selfish, everyone who beside you are so kinda horror! They do what they want without thinking others. They are an incurable selfish person! They do whatever they want, to make them success.
         Alright, I should calm down right now. I just feel very bad to received a message from a friend. Oh god, not my friend also...I don't have this kinda friend! I'm gonna make them clear what they make me feel tomorrow...hope they can understand. Nobody will know what gonna happen tomorrow, but I wish everything going to be fine.

Pray for me!

and please don't make any problem to me, you will spoil my life!

26 July 2010

2010-07-28T00:26:00.000-07:00

Bloger me!

My Big Day!

8.00pm - Hang out with Grace,Steve,KhaiLing,Byoki,Sam,Willy,KongLeong and Ryano...We have our dinner at Pizza Hut,after that we move on to Batu Ferringhi...Thx for the dinner,guys! hug*
12.50am - Hang out with Ah Hang and KongLeong...love to chat with them so so much~ We talking about Adam's song, Sonya and Mia Micheal's choreo and so on...I love the way we chatting, love the way we discussing. There are always the honesty between all of us.

1st Bday message
                : 25/7 Grace
                  26/7 Biki
1st person who wish me Hapi Bday
                : 25/7 Grace and Steve
                  26/7 Kiki
1st Bday comment on Facebook
                : 25/7 Joel Ph'ng Zw
                  26/7 Joyee
1st Bday Present
                : 25/7 Eyebrow Embroidery
                          -Grace & Steve
26/7 Hello Kitty staff
                          -Kiki,Anerly,Yvonne,
                           Shelly and Carryn
1st Bday calling
                : 26/7 Macy^^(love u and ur baby)

Cheer up lady!

2010-07-26T13:56:00.000-07:00

Blogger me!

If everyone could just a dream,

I'll pray for freedom...

Pray for me...

Let go off the past and do not take a U-Turn
Live the moment of your choice

Give your heart and soul and do not repeat the mistake!

Life is all about helping others

Make them stay beautiful and worthwhile!

After that, all of them are your sisters and brothers!

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday...

wish for me...

I just wanna be healthy, because I need time,

I need time to reach my goals!

25 July

2010-07-26T03:21:00.000-07:00

A special birthday's present from Grace and Steve >.<

Such a surprise birthday present from Grace and Steve...lolx

>.< I think they are more surprise than me^^

They have no idea 26th July is my birthday...

I like this kinda feeling^^

This is my 1st birthday's present for this year...

You totally cannot imagine how pain it is!

I can feel that the nail sting into my skin again and again~

and I have been blinked back the tear!!!

I almost jump up from the bed and beat Wendy(the beauty therapist)...
huh~

I did a Eyebrow Embroidery today,

that cost Grace and Steve RM 200!!!

Omg,that money can pay my 80% dancing fee for a month ady...

thank you so much~ and that was so touching~

Thank you Grace & Steve^^

Evaholic 19/07/10

2010-07-19T12:33:00.000-07:00

blogger me!

Orientation and Odyssey Night...

I bought a pair of high heels for today,

It cost me RM90!!!

Omg, overspend again~

how can I live until next month T_T
I love the 09/10 talent king's performance(piano),
the sketch(Mr.Bean), and the beatbox performance^^
Other performance are bored enough for me...
maybe is me too hungry at that moment~

My lover is my MONEY~

sounds like very bitchy, but I have no choice...

All my friends can't not live without their lover;

I cannot live without money : (

I don't wanna be like too...

That's the fact!

I just wanna be a kid...

no stress, no pressure...

nothing to worry...

can I??

I saw a 7 years old little girl at Danzity Kid dance class,

she got her own handphone,

she is taking the Danzity Apprentice Course,

she is wearing the Newbalance sport shoes!!!

I got my own handphone when I was 15 years old,

I took the Danzity Apprentice Course 3 months ago,

I still don't have Newbalance sport shoes!!!

That's totally not fair : (

I always tell myself...

BE HAPPY!

Positive thinking a bit lar wei~

Try to smile when you are sad : )

You will realize that,

that's not a big deal!

Sometimes,I treat myself like a princess...

Like how my families treat me^^

love myself...

Sometimes, I looks blurr...

but it is doesn't means that I'm stupid ok??

Don't try to bully me...

You will get HURT!

Look at the mirror when you forgot who you are...

I wish that I wouldn't forget who I am...

and my responsibility for my life...

Happy Birthday to Joyee!...Bon Odori...

2010-07-17T10:54:00.000-07:00

A bit down...I miss two dancing class today: ( Krump and Street Jazz
I already bring the t-shirt and sport pants to Danzity today...I keep it inside my bag last night...I wanna join the class T_T...but there are a lots of work at Dz...and I really don't know how to tell Grace that can I stop working for a while,I wanna join the classsss...

Well...our(me and willy) plan is logjam...

Traffic jam in Penang because of Bon Odori : ( and I'm gonna work ttomorrow...It's too hard for us to get going to Kampar.

Today is Joyee's Birthday...I wish I can be there for her 20th years old birthday...but I can't...we cancel the plan...

I stay at Danzity Dance House...waiting Willy to fetch me back to my hostel...suddenly I pick up my phone, tell Willy that he don't need to fetch me back...my plan is...Bon Odori!!!

I already study at Penang 2 years...but I haven't go to the Bon Odori in this 2 years...I wanna know what is that.

Ryano,KongLeong and their friend pick me up from the new world park to the Bon Odori...Omg, that's so bored there!!! I almost get mad when I try to walk a tiny step to the front...there are sooooooo many people? Penang people looks so free here...lolx...

There are nothing special...nothing surprise me...
expensive foods, expensive drinks, expensive toy and blah blah...

all need $$$$$...hate that!

10.15pm something, there have a fireworks show...soooo beautiful...but I felt a bit worry there...I scare fire, it just make me feel it's unsafely!I feel like it wanna devour me...so terrible T_T Ryano them keep laughing at meeeeeeeeee...

Have a nice chat with Joyee just now...she is so bored there because someone looks like forgot to send a birthday wish for her...God bless him to remember it~

20th years old is a big day for everyone...no more 1 in front of your age...

Anyways,

Happy Birthday ya Joyee!

Can I be the lucky one???

2010-07-15T12:18:00.000-07:00

Hey,I didn't skip my tutorial class today...I was just late for 30 minutes,it is not over right??? Raining mar...^^ luckily the tutor didn't scold me lar...^^
The two normal dancing class I also didn't skip...but the apprentice dance class is cancel ady... Sam's knees get injured :( and I really worry about my motor...lol...but finally my motor is fine, still here lor... tapi sudah rosak! need to spend money to fix it again! geram nia...

I have to write down something on my little blogger to remind me what to do for tomorrow...
- call uncle to maintain my little poor motor...
- help khai ling to reload her handphone...
- don't skip taxation tutorial class ya wei~

and I wanna buy a pair of high heel...just for the O.O Night...: ( bo lui bo lui liao lar...
and another target is...I wanna take the Jazz course!!! (>.< )
Wish I can afford it...just need four years...someone can sponsor me here???

Gotta go to sleep now, hope that when I wake up tomorrow...
I will be a brand new girl, and I have a brand new life to waiting for me!!!

D for Down...

2010-07-14T10:08:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow, I'm gonna attend a tutorial class at Tarc, after that working at Danzity and attend 2 normal dance class, 1 apprentice dance class...Omg, hope I can tahan this kinda of life...
Thanks KhaiLing for replace me to working at Dz today^^ muackzz...She looks like very tired when she get home...I hope I can get recovery soon, I ady sleep for 3 whole days...
This time, I didn't fell sick before the competition, I'm sick after the competition!!! Arrgghhhh...just like a curse!
Don't like the competition this time, feel like... arrrgghhh...I did it badly! What's going on?? I just feel like, I didn't get that feeling...shame to look back to the video...But only the video telling the true, I can see everything from the video...whatever people told me that,hey girl,good job! or anything else...I was just smile and said thank you to all of them... At the moment, I asking myself in my heart, what's going wrong with you,Eva??? You should know that, there are no second chance in the competition or any showcase! I spoil it! erm...maybe not that bad...but i just feel like...yeah,I can do better next time...if I keep telling myself that I will do better next time, when can I hit the target??
Confusing~

DANZITY - Lovestone....street jazz choreography by Sean Loh

2010-07-13T21:16:00.000-07:00

Danzity - Black and Gold....Street Jazz Choreography by Sean Loh

2010-07-13T21:15:00.000-07:00

The 3rd time...

2010-07-13T21:13:00.000-07:00

Finally,I can sleep on my bed without any stress now...

I can stop listening the song---

Black & Gold,Shawty get loose and Love stone...

Before we hit the dance floor~

lol...I'm looks nervous~

love Aimee's post^^

I love the costumes so much!!

Thx Grace!!!

Black & Gold

ending post~

I like Byoki's ending post!!!

Before the 2nd performance...

1234,2234,3234,4...

Second dance...

Can't forget my ugly solo!!!down lo...

Sean do freestyle!

After the performance...

everyone can't wait to look back to the video...

New fans of Danzity!^^Chin Sheng

My 1st time to join the competition together with Mayne

wow!!!this is my favourite pic!!!

Grace and Sean are the most important people in Danzity!

waiting for the result...

Congratz to Sean--Best Choreographer

I think this is the most important for him in this competition.

Best male & female dancer^^

Sean again^^

The 1st run up and Champion^^

Mission complete!

Tired lar weiiii~

2010-07-03T11:10:00.000-07:00

     Huh...a lil bit tired right now...ohhhh! I always say I'm tired :( so sorry guys make u all feel so annoyance...and I need to figure it out!
     Grace sent Night Night to me this morning...7.30a.m. Wow...so kinda early...but I like the fresh air in the morning and i feel a bit cold...cold cold cold~~~good...this is the good temperature for Night Night to fall asleep!^^
   I cannot get Night Night into my room,my roommate definitely will kill me^^ I slept at 4.30 a.m yesterday,and I just can accompany Night Night in the living room...what to do???Online online and...online^^ haiz...there are nobody to chat with me in the msn and facebook this morning, nobody will wake up so kinda early... It's ok^^ I was addicted by LEVERAGE recently...I'm gonna finish the season 2 by today!!!
     Donno what happen, Night Night just keep barking on my housemate^^ (heyy Night Night,u think this is ur house ar?? be careful later my roommate cook u for her lunch^^)
   Now, I'm gonna wait Grace come back from KL...and I should go to do my revision right now...I got a test on Monday and a test on Thursday...I should be very busy right now...but I just looks like I don't care I don't mind...actually I'm care,I'm mind! I just have no energy to do it! I got insomnia few weeks ago...this make me down...cannot focus on what I'm doing...down lor~
     Today I working at Danzity with KongLeong...Night Night wee-wee at the studio again..lolx...at first,I wanna join both classes for today...but I'm too tired,too tired...everytime also like this:(
just make people think that I'm sooooo lazy...
     Albert and Sam instead of Sean classes for today. Arrrgh...I should try to attend Albert's class, I need to try all the new things!I should trains myself to absolved things from different instructor... and I should attend Sam's class, I should learn how to dance like her...but I fail to do it today...

DANZITY DANCE CAMP 2010(Season 4) NICE!!!

2010-07-02T18:27:00.000-07:00

1st DAY

Eva and khai ling ready all the costumes for our studio dancers,
they have a performance at the second day...
Can't imagine how tired they will be,
this is what we can do for them^^

Dances Time!!!

Sean and Mon
They are teaching us the camp's dance^^

Everyone gonna dancing when we heard the music*

I'm learning...

We like it!

Jenny

Dance together!!!

Lets dance!

I like this kinda feeling when all of us dance together^^

GAMES TIME!!!

Yellow team^^
Team Leader: Black

Blue team^^
Team Leader: Willy

Yellow team
Team Leader:Doraemon

Yellow Team

Arrr...suddenly forget Doraemon's name =.=

We are plying game together^^
I love this game^^
But the unlucky things is---I sit beside Sean :(
Who gonna lose the game when he or she sit near to Sean~

Hahahaa...laugh die us~
We are playing CUT AND CHOP...
(Mahesh and Mon)

Yes! finally he(Sean) lose ady!!!

Supper Time!!!

Char Bee Hun + Red Bean Soup

Eva and Night*

Our 1st night at Danzity Dance Camp!

2nd DAY

We wake up at 6a.m

and our morning exercise is start from 7a.m

How long I didn't wake up so kinda early...

Ewww...We helped the people who stand in front of us to do massage...
Eva don't like massage~
The fact is I'm scare~

Look! everyone also very enjoy~
nice post, Yun!^^

Albert lead us to do some jogging at the beach*

Ready~GOOOOOOOO...

heyhey pompom, ichi ichi pompom, heyhey yeah yeah ichi ichi yeahyeah!!!

Is time to run back!!!
Don't be the last!

Morning Exercise!!!

Albert lead us to do some morning exercise*

Right right left left*

Turn a big circle*

Arch*

Done!^^

Breakfast Time!!!

Breakfast prepared by yellow group

yummy!

Workshop Time!!!

Sean Loh

Yellow team*

We do Hip Hop^^

Red for Hip Hop workshop*

Yeah!!!

Rest time~

Dope! I like this pic!

shoot by Sam

Second workshop--Sreet Jazz

Ready~

Lets dance!

I'm very serious one ok??...

Post*

Eva,Sean,Aimee,Janice,Sam*

100 plus!!!

I love it*

Blue for Street Jazz

Break Time!!!

Jimmy,Kaysen,Yun and Grace*

Chat-ing~

Pheobe,Nidel,Fish and ChinSheng

Sean make us fun*

I like this pic!
shoot by Eva^^

Nobody nobody but YOU~

Yun,Sean and Mon

We enjoy u all performance^^haha...

Tired enough~

still have 2 workshop to go...

Sam and Eva
So happy that she comes to correct me
when she saw I can't make the movement correctly^^

Grace,Eva,Sam and KhaiLing*

2nd...

3rd...

Sam*
This post very Yeng!!!

Workshop Again!!!

We learn House*

House~

Yierr...This is my 1st time to learn House...

Byoki,Eva,Aimee,Sean and Sam*

What a tiring dance style!
No more energy~

After House workshop...

so tired man!...but we did enjoy it!

Eva and KhaiLing*

Grace*
No Grace No Danzity!^^

(Sean)Shermaine and Eva

All About Night!!!

Night Night!!!
woofff...

Night Night play with the ROTI =.=

Night's girlfriend??!!

Don't show me your pity face~

小叮当的结局-----“大雄，我等你很久了。”

2010-06-28T03:27:00.000-07:00

~某天，大雄如往常般，忘了做作业在学校被老师骂，也如往常般被技安、阿福他们欺负，连未来的老婆宜静也将先嫁给别人。总之，对大雄来讲，生活就是一团糟，今天跟昨天没什么两样。

唯一的变化是，小叮当突然变成植物机器猫。

无论大雄怎么踢、打、骂，小叮当都没有反应。大雄不知道小叮当到底发生了什么，只伤心地哭了一整晚。可是，无论大雄再伤心透顶，小叮当也只是纹风不动地坐在那里；大雄手伸到口袋里，口袋也毫无动静。

然后大雄想起抽屉里的时间飞行机，就穿着睡衣去22世纪找小叮当的妹妹小叮铃。小叮铃还没完全听完说明，就被大雄催着坐上飞机飞回20世纪。小叮铃一看她哥哥动也不动，马上知道是电池用完了。正想换电池时，小叮铃想起一个非常重大的事。没有备用电源……大雄不懂得其中意思，只在一旁催。小叮铃只好问大雄：你愿意让哥哥跟你的回忆都消失吗？原来旧型的猫机器人的耳朵里，装有备用电源，以便充电时能保持至今为止的记忆。

可是，小叮当没有耳朵！（这是众所皆知的）

大雄终于了解了事情的困难。

种种回忆在大雄的脑海里奔腾，大雄跟小叮当曾飞到过去、未来，也曾到恐龙世界，海底世界，更在宇宙打过仗……小叮铃拼命跟大雄解释：若要装新电池，小叮当醒来时会失去一切与大雄曾有过的回忆；若保持现状，记忆不会消失。结果，大雄选择保持现状。

此时，大雄还是小学六年级。

许多年后，从海外归国的大雄，已长大成人，并就职于某家尖端科技的企业。他身边的新娘，正是宜静。当年，小叮铃回到22世纪后，大雄只跟身边的人们说，小叮当回到未来的世界去了。时日一久，也就没人再提小叮当的事。不过，小叮当其实一直被保管在大雄家的壁橱里。

大雄为了修好小叮当，拼命用功读书，然后上国中、高中、大学，成绩逐年变好，最后出国到著名的大学留学。现在，大雄在他自己的研究室中。他叫来平日严禁其出入研究室的妻子宜静。对她说：你看好，我要按开关了。说完，大雄泪盈于眶。

他就是为了这一刻，苦学了十几年。为了这一刻，从一个老是忘了做作业、成绩从倒数起算比较快的笨学生，慢慢努力取得今天的成绩……

开关按下后，一阵静寂，久久的静寂。

终于，小叮当开口了：“大雄，我等你很久了。”

Matte Painting

2010-06-28T03:24:00.000-07:00

由俄罗斯艺术家 Vladimir Manyuhin 为我们展示人类消失后的画面，比如生锈的地铁荒废掉的城市，这让我想起了《I am legend》这部电影。不过，主题只有一个，战争或者是对自然的过度索取，最后人类面临的只有末日。

所谓Matte Painting，就是指通过指定色抠像合成人物与背景时，美术工作者对背景及角色图像所作的调整。

你可以想象得到如何生活在这样的环境吗？

看到了什么吗？什么都没有了……

这幅有点儿像终极幻想里的景色。

曾经是美丽的……

繁华的高楼大夏变成被遗弃的废区。

有阳光的时候……

月亮升起时……

还能依靠些什么？

人们会后悔吗？

下雪了……

这是我最想去的地方！她还是漂亮的……我不要她消失！

爸爸妈妈到过这儿旅行呢！希望这地方在我还没到达之前请保持现在的宏伟吧！

无奈……谁也回不了了。

拿追求赌的未来……

2010-06-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

Vava爱跳舞已经是众所皆知吧……

Vava拿追求赌自己的未来，这样可行吗？

万一赌输了，怎么办？

Vava不是个很聪明的女孩，为了取得双赢真的很伤脑筋，也很累……

以前的我，总是认为努力比一切重要，认为只要努力，什么事情都可以达成；

可是现在，了解了什么是现实后，才知道选择比一切来的重要，

一旦选择错了，所有的努力都是白干一场……

Vava这样选，对吗？

I need time...

2010-06-15T11:44:00.000-07:00

Just give me some time, I will do it better...

24 hours per day is totally not enough for me...

I'm the lucky one!

2010-06-09T15:01:00.000-07:00

To my best friend Macy

I have no idea why I wanna write this post at 5.30a.m....I should go to sleep right now...am I crazy??
I just wanna thank you, thank you for everything that you did...
You make me feel happiness, safe...and so on...
Sometimes, people tell me what their best friends did and how their best friend make them sad, make them feel angry...and all is because of a little tiny thing.
I just smile...and smile...and smile...
Do you remember what you told me before? I never forget it.
You told me, a bestfriend will accept what their bestfriend did and they won't quarrel with a little tiny thing.
Like a bestfriend take a clothes straight away from your cabinet and didn't return it back to you...but you won't get mad on it...you won't care about it...because that person is your bestfriend, and you trust her...you understand your bestfriend...you can give everything to her if you treat her as your bestfriend.
We both know, how difficult to get a true bestfriend in this world...
and how lucky I am...I have you...^^
yeah...like what you said,
I still have you...^^
I doesn't need to worry anything and just trust you,
you just like my family...
we both know, we won't hurt each other...
and we will help each other...
we care each other from the heart...
We both know...people are selfish...
Most of them always do everything for themselves,
they always try to get some benefit from their BESTFRIEND...
We both know, we get benefit from each other too...
that is why we can be a bestfriend until now...
I get some benefit from you too...
I get your friendship...
I get your trust
I get your care
You helped me find my morals
You set me straight when I’m off balance
You lend me a hand when I’m falling
You’re always there for me
Whether it be 4 A.M. or 1 P.M.
and you are the 1st person who pray for me...
All of this just make me feel like I got everything from you...

Hey guys, don't tell me easily him or her is your bestfriend when you are quarrel-ing with him/her because of a little tiny thing...you guy should ask yourself that do you really treat him or her as your bestfriend? If yes, why you treat your bestfriend so kinda selfish?

I'm care...

2010-06-08T11:58:00.000-07:00

What I learn for today is...
you cannot just believe in one person, you should believe all...
Everyone in this world are very selfish...
they did everything to for their own benefit...
when you know the whole things from everyone,you will realize that...
sometimes,it was a mistake; sometimes all of them both did the wrong thing!
From the beginning, I try to understand each of them...
I heard different things out from their mouth...
who I wanna believe???
Now, I realize...both of them tell me the true...
They tell me what they believe and what they see...
but that is not the fact!!!
I have no idea what is going on, but what I know is...
people will change...
Maybe is me think too much...why? because I'm care!
I just cannot accept immediately why this kinda thing will happen...
and I don't understand why...
I also learn that,if we meet some problem, we should face it...
but not ignore it and try to escape from it...
If we face it, we can fix it...
I feel better right now...
and I believe that everything will be ok...thanks guys!
you guys teach me a lots...

Teddy Tedholm on SYTYCD season 7(he make me cry~)

2010-06-06T22:30:00.000-07:00

My 2nd Competition video (Choreography by Sam)

2010-06-02T10:38:00.000-07:00

I believe what I belief!

2010-05-29T00:06:00.000-07:00

I'm tired...really.
I don't even know how to arrange my time table as well...
and I waste a lots of time to do nothing.Is it nothing??
My life is so tight!
I wanna get some rest...
but I scare that rest may take me a lots of time...
I wish I can throw away all the things and just enjoy my life.
No more responsibilities...Oh God,I'm so selfish...
I dance a lots,and somebody told me that is a stupid action.
they told me that I'm wasting my time...
they told me that I'm childish...
they told me that I will take upon oneself the consequences...
they told me that I will losing something more important things in my life if I continue to dance like what I'm doing right now...
How you know I will losing something that is more important in my life?
How you know??? You don't even know me, how you know that what is important to me?
I hate to explain to other...and I feel that I don't need to tell you all why...
I'm appreciate that someone whose encourage me...
I just wanna do something for whose treat me well...I just wanna do it for the one who ask me don't give up...
I just wanna try my best to do what I wanna do...
I do believe what I belief...Do you?

Dancing???

That is not my hobby...

That is my life!

DANCE CAMP 2010(Season 4)

2010-05-24T08:29:00.000-07:00


Start time : Friday, 25 June 2010 at 1900 End Time : Sunday, 27 June 2010 at 1200 Location : CCC 72B MK 17,Batu Ferringhi, 11100 Penang. Description JUNE 25TH- 27TH , 2010 (Fri-Sun) BATU FERRINGHI , PENANG 3Days/2Nights RM99 ONLY!!! (includes accommodation, all meals, dance workshops, cypher, games, beach party, …) Closing date: 18 June 2010 (camp fee after this date: RM120) WORKSHOPS: - HIPHOP - STREETJAZZ - KRUMP - HOUSE Call or sms us for more details. 012-4259272( Grace Chiam )

Vava's short post

2010-05-23T17:48:00.000-07:00

Finally, I can update my little blogger!^^Don't know what happen I cannot signin my blogger this few days...oh..I miss my blogger so so much! and now,is time to go to college for my lecture class! I'll be right back^^ and hope I can post up my 2nd competition video soon. I love the choreo so much!^^see you!

2nd competition at Penang---DANZITY part 2

2010-05-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

Before the CHINESE ZOMBIE perform...

Why they can dance like a zombie...

because of Doraemon put them under a spell like this??

Our 1st runner up!!!

TOP THREE

DANZITY GIRLS performance...

You can't imagine that...

that kind of feeling...

Yeah! We perform by wearing a special mask...

We can't see each other clearly under the mask,

and I almost cannot open my eyes in the 1st song(Bad Romance)...

therefore,

we have to know very clear what we need to do to the next,

We have no chances to get any tips from other,

cause we are blind in that moment...

I love that mask,

although it make my eyes and my face very pain...

For me,

If you accept it(the mask), it will bring you a lots of confidence...

if not,it will become a stumbling block for you in this routine.

In this routine we have a lots of steps(vouguing),

it is hard to remember all in a short period...

The 2nd song is thunder remix i think...^^

I'm not so sure because all the things is settle by Sam.

She did a lots for this competition.

I love the 2nd song so so much!

When I start learning wacking,

I hate this style so much...

I thought It is too hard for me...

I just likes to see Sam do wacking,

I always ask myself,

Can I?

Now, I will tell myself,

Don't say NO before you put your effort to it.

In wacking style,

We need to do all the steps very fast, big and clear...

that's why wacking killed all the DZ girls^^

but DZ girls, we did!

and we did it well...
(sorry for poor english)

THE DAY BEFORE THE COMPETITION

"Hey girls, thanks for your time and effort to participate this competition. It meant a lot to me. please forgive me for sometimes i might be rude due to time constraint. Banyak maaf. But tou guys are good =) All the best tomorrow!"

A message from Sam

WE ENJOY IT, SAM!

Thx all the Dz girls...

Grace

Sam

Byoki

Jun

Fiin

2nd competition at Penang---DANZITY

2010-05-18T12:00:00.000-07:00

DANZITY

warm up time!!!

my 师姐--Sam and Jun^^

1st crew to presented their routine!--DANZITY BOYS

Sean,Bryan,Willy,Doraemon,Back & Black

3rd crew to presented their routine! from DANZITY again!^^

Willy,Aimee & Black

8th crew to present their routine!-- DANZITY GIRLS

Sam,Byoki,Fiin,Jun & Eva

Last crew that presented their routine!--

DANZITY CHINESE ZOMBIE

Sean,Albert & Bryan

Result for this competition:

- Danzity Chinese Zombie(1st runner up)

- Danzity Girl (Top 5)

Like what Sean is said...

WE WOULDN'T GIVE UP!

Nicholas and Cecilia's children

2010-05-17T07:46:00.000-07:00

Lucus and his little brother Quintus...

sleep together^^
Night night,sleep tight...

vava: Quintus means the month of May in Rome

Please give me back my DEPOSIT!

2010-05-17T03:09:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,can you do the job efficiency a little bit? I'm not care about what is going on of you all, and I don't mind it! Please don't show me your busy face when you are talking to me, cause I HATE IT! That's my money...and I already finish the contract with you all, you should give me back my money right now! You should not to make me wait and wait and wait! You make me damn angry right now do you know that...I'm not rich like you! I'm just a student and I need money!!! Tomorrow is the dateline for you return back the money to me! Please remember that!!!

Little baby

2010-05-13T01:36:00.000-07:00

mummy is very happy to hug the little baby of her staff ^^ look at the baby, he is so enjoyable to sleep in my mummy's arm^^

Brother is playing with the little baby^^ This baby love bro!

This is my very 1st time to hug a baby below a month...he is soooo cute and soooo small!!! OMG...love to touch his tiny hair and fingers^^haha...luckily he didn't cried when I hold him in my arm...

oh,little baby...welcome to the world!^^

a short post from Vava~

2010-05-11T01:41:00.000-07:00

Hello~I'm back!!!
wohoo...how long I didn't update my blogger, will be update something new in the this weekend^^but not now...this is just a short post for my blogger, I have a lots of things wanna share with you all!!!^^

I feel like headache right now, because of not enough sleep in this few days...
I practice the dance at Danzity for the competition on this Saturday. I feel a little bit worry, because there are difference group members and difference routine...and we use the song---bad romance & thunder remix...therefore, we need to do something very wack in the 1st song but i really donno how to become a wacky...just can try to imagine that, I'm Lady Gaga,I'm Lady Gaga....lolx. We do wacking in the second song, love this song so much and I love Sam's choreo too!!!^^

Just finish checking my exam result, not really good...but the most bad thing is...I fail my QS again!!!!!!!damn lar...how many time that I need to resit it????lolx...down nia...but anyways, I still can proceed to year 2...no need to worry again^^

moving to new house again^^ feel not bad!

Just get a great news from Macy's blogger!!!^^ wohooo~my best friends wanna become a mummy soon!!! Whats a amazing news for both of us! I believe that she will become very very happiness and....OMG! a HOT MUM !!! congratulation to my lovely Macy^^

Vava心情down down down~

2010-04-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

这几天Vava心情其实真的并不怎么好，睡得少之外考试时都不会作答。有够糟吧？第一次考试有这种不知所措的感觉，每考完了都觉得及格的几率很小……怎么办？朋友叫我别去想了，但我怎么能够不去想呢？万一上不了year 2，何去何从啊？我不是还在上初中或高中啊，我不能够像那时那样的态度，不能够老是依赖爸爸妈妈了。得想好好该怎么办，而且一定要靠自己！要怪呢，就只能怪我在第一个学期没好好念书，才把自己逼到现在这样。算了，再回想也是浪费时间，Vava只有往前走了。
考完试的那一天，Vava的心情掉下谷底了。真的受不了这样的心情，所以晚上便和小利他们八个人一起到Gurney去吃KimGary。虽然真的因为前一天熬夜只睡了两小时感觉到很累，但就是不想回宿舍，不想在无所事事的时候去担心自己。Vava只想找些事情干……于是便决定去看电影。你们想不到的，Vava去看恐怖影片了！泰国的电影---Who are you?
说真的，不是Vava崇拜西方文化，我就是觉得除了好莱坞电影和香港的警匪片动作片之外，其他的电影素质真的有很大很大的进步空间。而昨天去看的这部电影呢，除了那些血腥的片段让Vava闭起眼睛外，其他的部分都让我闷得想睡觉。故事内容真的不错，但似乎是导演的功力不到家。这个故事是可以让人感动的，但就是拍得让人感动不了。而且，还得忍受那不紧张却又慢吞吞的节奏。
接下来呢，我又要搬家咯！姐姐都说我老是在搬家……没办法嘛，现在的宿舍很难找吃的^^

DANZITY REMYX (SAM,EVA,MICHELLE)

2010-04-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

Vitas and his producer sing Opera #2 (I cant stop laughing!)

2010-04-19T01:42:00.001-07:00

1st performance at Hard Rock Hotel

2010-04-17T08:20:00.000-07:00

Just finish my 1st performance at Hard Rock Hotel together with Sam and Byoki...erm...no scare at all,feel like enjoy...maybe is i know the step very well ady.But I feel like a bit weird, because there are just three of us from Danzity, no Sean, no Grace(sick ady :( ),no Xli,no Bryan...This is my 1st time, I hope that I didn't hashed it.^^ We met Doraemon there, he looks like so enjoy...he got a nice job at Hard Rock Hotel...his job is to make customers happy, accompany customers playing in the entertainment room...it's fun, but not easy...you need to have the talent that make people laugh and happy...obviously,I don't have^^
Next Tuesday is my last MAIN paper---OHR...I hope that I can try my best to SETTLE it! Go girl!!!

初恋红豆冰

2010-04-17T01:34:00.000-07:00

昨天，和光良，Ryano一起去看初恋红豆冰。天啊，Vava竟然回去看这类型的电影……别说你，Vava自己也觉得不可思议。原本就很少到电影院看中文影片了，除非是香港的警匪片或动作片之外，什么爱情片啊，喜剧啊，Vava根本没什么兴趣。更别说这次看的是大马本土的电影。其实我还打算自己一个去看另一部英文片的，但又担心把大家的时间给打乱了，便睁一只眼，闭一只眼的随他们去。
看了过后，突然觉得是不是我个人对本地的电影太有偏见了呢？其实这部电影挺不错的，很大马，有笑点，但又不至于无厘头。Vava最恨那些无厘头的搞笑电影了。电影里头的笑点并不是什么很搞笑的对白，而是会让你会心一笑的情节。看着电影正一幕幕地播放，我的脑子里也没休息。我在回想着，电影里很多情节都是我们小时候会发生的事情。让我在忙碌的生活里偶尔能够像这样静静地想起以前的自己，怀念那一班天真无邪的小时玩伴。
在Rynn的博客里，我了解到“爱情是需要勇气的”对她来说很重要。也不是说Vava不赞同这个说法，只是在这一部电影里，深深地敲了我脑袋一下的并不是这句话，而是“很多事情想就容易，要真正去做时……”忘记了是怎么样的对白，但就类似这个意思的。
喜欢这一部电影就是因为它能够给不同的人各式各样的启发。喜欢它也是因为它不是一部太煽情的电影。太多导演老爱把电影情节弄得很煽情，让观众哭得稀里哗啦的。那样的感觉太不真实了。
所以大家不妨到电影院去观赏这一部聚集了众多大马明星的电影吧！^^

初恋红豆冰

抛开过去吧！

2010-04-15T23:43:00.000-07:00

最近感觉还满沮丧的，可能真的是因为Vava本身自己给自己的压力太大了，但这样不是应该是件好事吗？或许是我太过急于成功，根本没去在乎那些过程。但是人家所说的过程比结果重要这些话，我听起来还是觉得它更像是安慰的话多一些。这个社会是现实的，就如同每件事情的结果一样，成功就是成功；失败那当然就是失败了。我不要在结果是失败的那一刻告诉人家说，没关系，我在过程中赢了！开什么玩笑？这话自己听了也觉得好笑。如果结果不如意时，倒不如坦诚地告诉人家说我输了，这样进步的空间便会变得更加广阔吗？Vava曾经是个好胜心很强的人……现在的我，自尊心更胜好胜心一筹。好胜心让人更有毅力，更有冲劲去完成某一件事情。什么时候变得如此懦弱，几乎经不起打击，好不容易往前走了半步，接着却又往后退了一大步。忘记了一份耕耘，一份收获的感觉……是因为太久没在耕耘了，所以才想不起这感觉了吗？为什么还要为过去的事情遗憾？为什么要把自己镶在摆放老年陈照的相匡里？是自己跨不出去还是些什么原因？为什么总是觉得力不从心……
抛开过去吧！因为那不但没有利用价值，而且还会是往前走的绊脚石。

After the competition...

2010-04-12T12:08:00.000-07:00

After the competition, Sean,Grace,Sam,Doraemon,me,Nightnight and a boy(forgot his name pula) go BM to enjoy the movie!

Crush Of The Titans

Not bad! I like this movie...

Maybe is the effect of Avatar,

barely can find the movie that interest me...

After that,DINNER TIME!

I order my favourite---Spagheti

but can u believe that

there are barbecued pork on my spagheti

So wacky lar...

and the dinner for Sam is chicken rice,

there are Japanese taufu inside there...LOL~

Thx Grace...

2010-04-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

                             Thank you so much Grace!^^
                      I will do what I can do just for DANZITY!
            Other then that,
                   I also need to say thank U to Sean & Sam....
                        Thx for teaching me in this few days,
                        I have learned a lot from you all...
                          I will be more stronger than now...
             In this competition, I feel like...I dance like a bit wack,
                        and I don't know how to battle at all...
                          but I will improve in the future...
                           I will do more better than that.
                   Hope I won't make Sam feel headache again...hehe
               because I cannot do the standard movement immediately
               and I always cannot run into my position exactly...
                               I'm also headache lar...>_<
         Anyways, I will keep telling u that
                                    I'm so scare~
                                I'm so worry about it~
                                    I'm so nervous~
                             But I will keep trying to...
                                   I won't give up!

Evaholic

宠自己篇

短发篇

上班族篇

DANZITY Annual Concert(Season 1)

Evaholic!

I'm the lucky one...

22 January 2011

end of the story...

21 January 2011

19th January 2011

是不想说，还是无话可说？？？

案情推理《十只兔子的故事》谁是凶手?

圣诞节快乐2010.

Performance 19 Dec 2010

Friend~

22 Dec 2010

回到过去？

after DoubleDare

13 December 2010

10 December 2010

whatever...

Performance at Turf Club Ipoh

气！

27 Dec 2010

精彩语录

Christmas plans...

THE HOLIDAY DANCE CAMP(SEASON 6)

19 Nov 2010,凌晨三点钟

我的动力跑哪儿去了？

我等的是时间，你在等什么？

分手只为了被挽留，你相信吗？

Just another night

喜新厌旧了~

Moon Cake Festival with Eagle Point

After The Star Annual Dinner Performance

at Bukit Jambul country club.

My life

4 performance within 24 hours --- tired enough

30 Sept 10--Melvin's LA Style dance workshop at DANZITY!

人生不可错过的十种贵人

can I go through it?

going back to hometown today^^

just another day...

that kinda person =.='(blekkk...)

The End Of The War~

keep fighting T_T

My Sunday~

今天开始，我要爱我自己！

力宏版 The Expendables (开玩笑的啦！)

enjoy Step Up 3D with Danzity!!!

Don't hurt me & I won't hurt you

The thing is, everyone is going to hurt you.

Your friends, your boyfriend, your family, your classmate, your colleague and...everyone!!!

And you can do nothing...

You just have to choose who is worth the pain.

Inappreciation

Keep sitting on the floor and cry,babe!!!

Girl, we know that...

The Little Lover

Vava is getting crazy~

Pray for me...

26 July 2010

Cheer up lady!

If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everyday...

wish for me...

I just wanna be healthy, because I need time,

I need time to reach my goals!

25 July

Evaholic 19/07/10

Happy Birthday to Joyee!...Bon Odori...

Can I be the lucky one???

D for Down...

DANZITY - Lovestone....street jazz choreography by Sean Loh

Danzity - Black and Gold....Street Jazz Choreography by Sean Loh

The 3rd time...

Tired lar weiiii~

DANZITY DANCE CAMP 2010(Season 4) NICE!!!

小叮当的结局-----“大雄，我等你很久了。”

Matte Painting

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday...